"No amount of coffee, no amount of crying, no amount of whiskey, no wine. No, no, no, no, no. Nothing else will do i've gotta have you."
I know I cant change your mind...hell, its been years now, but if its any consolation, you were right. It was a mistake. I ran from you like hot coals beneath the soles of my feet.
I was scared, and young, but more importantly, I was wrong, and now I live with that regret. I know you are moving, but I couldn't bring myself to speak to you. It would be
selfish anyway. I'd pray for one more moment, but it would just never be enough. I only wish you happiness.
My health is not well,and I was afraid I might burst into a million meaningless particles of nothingness before I had the bravery to say these words to you. This will have to surpass.
It's unlikely you will read this, but have to believe in the serendiptious that has always brought us together.
"Jonathan Trager, prominent television producer for ESPN, died last night from complications of losing his soul mate and his fiancee. He was 35 years old. Soft-spoken and obsessive, Trager never looked the part of a hopeless romantic. But, in the final days of his life, he revealed an unknown side of his psyche. This hidden quasi-Jungian persona surfaced during the Agatha Christie-like pursuit of his long reputed soul mate, a woman whom he only spent a few precious hours with. Sadly, the protracted search ended late Saturday night in complete and utter failure. Yet even in certain defeat, the courageous Trager secretly clung to the belief that life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences. Uh-uh. But rather, its a tapestry of events that culminate in an exquisite, sublime plan. Asked about the loss of his dear friend, Dean Kansky, the Pulitzer Prize-winning author and executive editor of the New York Times, described Jonathan as a changed man in the last days of his life. "Things were clearer for him," Kansky noted. Ultimately Jonathan concluded that if we are to live life in harmony with the universe, we must all possess a powerful faith in what the ancients used to "fatum", what we currently refer to as destiny."
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